May, 2026
2nd May
You will not have been here before
Sainte-Beauve was, perhaps, thinking about this in 1843 when he wrote about, "The secret stairs" (of de Sade's writing certainly, but also, just, within the lifetime of photography, the art that, like a staircase, always leads both backwards and forwards, may take you uphill and down).
9th May
Last night -this morning, really- the phrase "a distant airplane" kept me awake. In anticipation, perhaps, of a sound I've waited for on summer nights for decades now. A light plane high up and over the hills, its muffled propeller's hum that moves slowly about the sky but whose location can only be guessed. Above woods like this, on paths that will always pull me in their wake.